Diary Of A Lightworker Be The Change That You Want To See In The World
These days, I am in my own little corner, in my own little space in this world. It is hard to know sometimes, what others are going through, but I do know that we ALL, do at least try! For me, it is the OCD, that is holding me back, and all of this fear that we are bombarded with! We cannot let fear bombard, our lives, nor heartache, nor OCD! But, with OCD it is very different, you have to have it, to be able to fully understand it Same as with eating disorders, you cannot simply, snap out of it! Mornings for me, are the absolute hardest, because I cannot get anything down.
Sometimes, if I am real lucky, I can get a few things done, but MOSTLY, I cannot get anything done. I know grounding ourselves with nature, being in the moment of peace with spirit helps, Meditating & praying play a part in it. Along with all of our other habits, it is a very hard process to acquire in forming good healthy habits. Surrounded by all the negativity, we ask ourselves how can we. It is with time & much effort that any of these things can be done. It does not happen overnight. It takes much work as with anything else. I will start posting, more from my website, again! It is just a certain hard episode that I am going through, as in anything, this is when we need to start pushing harder! As in weight loss, or anything else.
It is a struggle, and it can be achievable, even with yo-yo dieting eating, and seeing the numbers go up and down! That is when we need to get on the ball, and work harder, without starving, without depriving ourselves. I get feedback about certain things through higher self, and I got a feedback on my weight loss efforts. Now, it is just putting it into effect. We need to congregate, we have the need to do so. I am always being genuine with my weight loss efforts. It is attainable, and it is doable, as long as we do not lose sight of it, and totally give up! Many thanks, and many blessings, to all!
Seeing, who you love, from afar, and wondering, how they are……all in the same breath,…………………….trying to choke, your tears, from coming down,………struggling, all the floods, of emotion,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and……from experiencing them,…….yet…..you cannot help,…………………….but to FEEL………………how can you turn your heart into stone…………knowing that…………you never had the opportunity, to have met………………….your loved ones, on this earth,……………………….yet……………knowing, the opportunity, will & is, lost in developing; any more memories, with them……………
…..like a breath, that you stop, to breath in, while fighting, those tears from falling……..you stand outside, of what was, and wonder, what could have been,……………..all……………..in the same breath; your mind drifts…………………of some time; of not, too long ago,….the memories; that you had made, those visions, play like a tape recorder, in your mind…….and flashes, come to you, of what you had known..
….and had experienced,………….that now, you must leave behind,……..and though, of not your choice, and exact doing, you are faced with an option, you now; were left only of to, that you must, go on without them, and thus, having to turn your heart, of not wanting, into stone, that fragments your spirit,…………….tears, from heaven, that you feel deep, and a shaky, and long road, that awaits you, up ahead; that you must go, leaving all your memories, within you, that you feel, have been forsaken, and emptiness, is what is now left within, and only of a memory, that has taken it’s place, of long ago, that does not seem, like such a long time,…..that has past……………. has been…………….now…………….taken over……………………………………………..
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Driving down through the highway, this song comes on……………………you…………. stop………….you think……………….you get lost, in the rhythm, of the song,…………..and you can’t help, but to stop, and think; that you are in, a completely different world. That you had chosen, to come in, and it all makes, and does not make sense, but you realize, it was a world, that was helped, into being created, in this way…………..Are we, in the New Earth, yet? And, furthermore, are you ready, for those changes………..New paths, belong to, New People! You, ready, YET?
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A Hippie Girl, A Business Woman, A Planet Earth Human Creature, but mostly, of ALL, and they know this, do we wonder the why then that we get so many psychic attacks! But…then again, they know that we are HERE, NO-no, hiding IT! Lightworker_Ekaterini
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Just beautiful! Sharing with American sub-titles. Taken from a Greek series, about a priest who fell in love. Actually, higher than a priest, who in Greek Orthodox Religion, is forbidden to be married.
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VEVO, runs ads!? Yes, they do! Everyone, runs ads! Oh my goodness!? Our cats & dogs would run ads if they could!? Ads-Ads-Ads-they are coming out of my nose & ears! But, you know, they are crucial, we need them? That is how Marketers, & Companies make money! Did you ever think about it? I just thought about it NOW myself, because I am going into this line of work! Is it passive, is it easy, if you think that, your just being gullible! It takes, effort, hard work, and YES, money, as well! Enjoy, my favorite song, by Night Ranger!
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“A business woman, a mom, a rock ‘n roller, and a lightworker! Does that all, mix in together, well? Like, Oil & vinegar?” Enjoy, the song! “Enjoy, the good weather, and the weekend!”
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For, the POWER, that is in me; and the privilege, to represent, the clear, white light. For, I am NOT perfect, dear God/Lord. but I humble and fall upon your feet for I still do believe that humanity is still worth it IN SAVING! When, My hear grows bitter, when I come in from the dark, and weep tears upon to YOU,…….when I tell you, what’s worth saving? When, the pain grows so strong, and heart heart shatters…….may I still feel your blessings, and may I still feel your humble light,come to me, to give me courage, to give me strength, to continue going………………………………
……for sometimes I need your guiding hand to carry me through…………..Amen………….to all that are hurting, to all that are in pain, to all that are facing diversities, to all that know hardships, to all that are persecuted…even…though…that have really done nothing wrong….to all of those that are not mentioned, and to all of those who are still unborn………………..may your burdens, be lessened, may you receive the strength to go on, may your hearts be lightened, may your healing come tonight.
Believe, and know that you are loved, and know for everything there was a purpose. May you have the strength, to become the leaders, may you have the strength to become mentors, because the world right now sure needs assurance…. blessings………. all the answers are within us, come within the heart to find the pace, wisdom, and guidance….we need the guidance…we need unity…at this crucial time, here on earth…..bow your heads down, and add what you must…AMEN!
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To All The Angels, That God Has Sent My Way! When, I never realized it, and had felt all along, but I truly wasn’t! For, all the times, that I felt that I was Ungrateful to that light-the light that always ever is, and to the light that ever was, and to the light that EVER is GOING, to BE! I want to take that time, to GIVE THANKFULNESS! If you wish, and if you have need for this small prayers at this time, bow your head down, with ME! To give thankfulness, forgiveness, that we NEVER need but still ask for from this light.
Because, this LIGHT EXCEPTS US just as we are with mistakes that are for learning! With special gifts that we give! But, ULTIMATELY, it is because of the LIGHT, that we all have, this SAME GIFT! Take time to analyze that, for you need to go within, to realize it for YOURSELVES! You may also, add, on what you are thankful for! I am going to give thankfulness for my family, in which was given to me. And, especially, for my little, angel boy, that I was privileged to meet! That’s IT! Enjoy, the song!
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Another song, for the Greek Version: Of Dancing With The Stars!!! Because, after all, they are/we are,Greek! Got IT!! For SURE!!! I listen, to more rock, or love song type, romantic rock, type, but it is OKAY! With………….. My favorite, being, and is, Classic Rock!
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BE the change that “YOU” want to see! And, NOT in the change that the NEWS MEDIA wants YOU to see! Or what they want YOU to believe as BEING the TRUTH! The ONE and ONLY TRUTH! For, that TRUTH is WITHIN YOU! And, ONLY within YOU! And, through that truth, the REAL TRUTH, and ONLY with this real truth that YOU SEE, can change really-really happen!
And, for this TO HAPPEN you need to listen and to do what this song says….we need to put, all OUR differences, to the side, ans STAND as ONE, in UNITY, for this CHANGE to TRULY HAPPEN!
Make WORD PEACE HAPPEN! For, the truth of the matter is, that wars ENSLAVE OUR SOULS! No War Is EVER fought for OUR FREEDOMS! NO WARS!! Period, and exclamation mark! Be the change! Before, it is too late, for ALL of US! Blessings! And, enjoy, the songs!
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